bracing
preparing myself for the storm; bracing; but what if it doesn’t come as or when I expect; so then I am just constantly bracing; fearing what’s next
Jesus makes the flowers grow. Jesus makes the flowers grow. Jesus makes the flowers grow. Jesus makes the flowers grow.



preparing myself for the storm; bracing; but what if it doesn’t come as or when I expect; so then I am just constantly bracing; fearing what’s next
winter seems to be so much longer than it needs to be; the snow melts only to fall again; and the sun hides its face for far too long; I learn to stand only to stumble once more
02/06/26 tonight is a night I wish I could color within the lines. I wish I had dreamt of being a doctor. I am embarrassed to say I used to dream of being a singer. I am also a little afraid that the fear of being horrible is making me start to hate what I…