hello! it has been a busy few weeks and my mind has been quite overwhelmed. many feelings of guilt and not enough-ness. here is a demo of a song and a poem too.

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The vicious cycle is that 
if we believe the Lord does not love us, we will not want to seek His face.

I wish I were perfect, but I am not.

You don't want perfect, just a heart.

My seeking to be perfect becomes a hindrance to the realization of Grace,
becomes a 
stumbling block so that I've turned my eyes from where they belong,
and still, I think
if I
do nothing
then I can do nothing wrong
the lie then
is to keep me
from doing anything at all
to keep me so concerned with every small thing,
there is no space for truth to come entering in.
can I
rest
in the fact that it is all already done
can I 
pray 
the good works that have already begun
be made complete in this heart.
here is my heart.

JG